Hello, my name is Priska, for this time i'm 20 years old.I'm a Christian and will become a Teacher. I create this blog to accomodate my longing to share my journey with Christ to this world. Maybe some of you think that no body can understand your problems or you shout that Priest only can give me suggestion without know and feel what i feel.Many people surround me think that I'm a woman/girl without problems, some of them think that i already know manythings, or she can be a happy girl because she never left like what i felt. But through this blog i want to share my life to the world.
I always love teddy bear dolls especially the white one, i love to swim and travelling.I live in the town that not really crowded in Indonesia,Bogor,The Rain City. I live in this town about 17 years. I never live far from my family until i studied in UPH,Karawaci. What a great struggle to faced it. Before i go to far, i want to tell about my family background. My father is an enterpreuner that work in textile industries. My siblings from my father are Catholic or Buddhist in majority. We are the only one that Christian in my father's familiy. My father is my inspiration and my encourager when I faced big problems. He is really patient and really loves me. He is the one that gave my name when i was born on this earth. My mom works in her friend's store after i went to Karawaci. She felt lonely when my father go to work and I attend class on my campus. My mother is my best friend, I can share and can ask any questions about life. She always bring me in her prayer every early morning even since I was still in her womb. She loves me and I love my parent too.
My life begin in this world!....ea...ea...ea.... it is an usual cry when a baby born but not with me...
November 20th,1990, right in my mother's birthday, she woke up and went with my father to search for some food and to celebrate her birthday simply. They finally went to eat Mie ayam, everything still undercontrol and my mom didn't feel anything. They went back to my Grandmother's home and suddenly she felt that the baby will born. In hurry, my father and my mother go to the hospital. It is already noon and the doctor said that the birth process will not begin now..My mom and dad wait for this moment and in short 21th November, my mom start the contraction, it is go on until November22th,1990,6.15 a.m. Finally i was born in this world but when I came out,I didn't breath and cried, the nurse and doctor already panic and worried about me. They hang me inverted and hit my bottom but I still sleep in silent. After the nurse suck up some liquid in my nose finally i awake and just cry for seconds.
In the year I was born, my family only hang their economic condition on my father's salaries as a salesman. My mom couldn't go to work because she have to bedrest along 1st trisemester of her pregnancy. My grandmother really worried about my family's condition but my mother only could pray and ask for God's companion from her 1st week until now. She pray to God that she gave a child that grow in her womb to God. My parent agree each other and they want to give me whatever the condition and term. After I was born, God always provides help to occupied my family needs. He never let my family couldn't eat even for a day.
I grow as a child that "know" God and His blessing. I can tell my friends to repent from their sins and i already know that in the end of our life, we will life eternally. The question is where we live? Heaven or Hell? I already told my friends to trust God and to obey Him. It is my sunday school life. I can be catagorized as a smart children that can learn something new in a short time. My mom put me to one playgroup in 2,5 years old. Play groups are not popular like right now. I grow and everything seems run well.
I enter one of famous kindergarten in my town because my aunt recommend my family to studied there. On my age 3,5 years old, my friends sometimes did some harrasment on me. The most fatal is when one of boys in flag ceremony suddenly came to me and hit my stomach. I ever injured and I have to go to internist to heal my stomach that hurt by that boy. In my school, I couldn't do PE that need balance because my brain ever injured too and affect my balance. My mother worried about me and moved me to a new school that labeled as Christian school when I have to learn in elementary school.
In this new school,they threat me as a stranger and I couldn't count anymore how many times I have to cry because all girls there didn't like me. They mad to me and think that i will become their compatitor to get one man that they think attractive. As the time goes by, my headmaster also replaced by a new headmaster that sadistic and have mercy on my friend that close to his grandson. I have to get down to 3rd rank from the first rank because the first rank close with her grandson. She also recruit some teachers that teach in anger. Religion teacher that teach us to love one another, if one student false to answer her question, she will hit the student with the stick. After every session, the stick will broke up and she get a new one. One sadistic that i looked in my childhood is when one of my friends lie and my home room teacher took her steel pencil case and hit it to her head. How come it can happened in the Christian School. Finally my family took decision to move to my old school when i sit in the 4th grade. Now i can breath easily because my teacher loves her students. I graduate with the title as the best 10 of all students. Praise God.
Like anybody else i surely older and have to continue my education to junior High School. I did a test in number one school in Bogor and a famous one in other city. The result is i've been accepted in this school and here my life is not easy anymore. This school know the ability and strength of each student and in avarage. This school gave many homeworks,content,assignment and hard examinations. No one in this school can graduate without hardwork and focus on their academic.
First year in this school, I putted in a class that have a gang and the leader is actually a girl. She order one of my friends to tell me that the leader always cheat in the exam. Not too long from that moment, the leader said that " what a shame on you, how come you cheat on that exam." I never do that and i really mad to her. Finally, without thinking too long i said what i know about her, i said that she always cheat in every exam......i will continue my story tomorrow...
My life begin in this world!....ea...ea...ea.... it is an usual cry when a baby born but not with me...
November 20th,1990, right in my mother's birthday, she woke up and went with my father to search for some food and to celebrate her birthday simply. They finally went to eat Mie ayam, everything still undercontrol and my mom didn't feel anything. They went back to my Grandmother's home and suddenly she felt that the baby will born. In hurry, my father and my mother go to the hospital. It is already noon and the doctor said that the birth process will not begin now..My mom and dad wait for this moment and in short 21th November, my mom start the contraction, it is go on until November22th,1990,6.15 a.m. Finally i was born in this world but when I came out,I didn't breath and cried, the nurse and doctor already panic and worried about me. They hang me inverted and hit my bottom but I still sleep in silent. After the nurse suck up some liquid in my nose finally i awake and just cry for seconds.
In the year I was born, my family only hang their economic condition on my father's salaries as a salesman. My mom couldn't go to work because she have to bedrest along 1st trisemester of her pregnancy. My grandmother really worried about my family's condition but my mother only could pray and ask for God's companion from her 1st week until now. She pray to God that she gave a child that grow in her womb to God. My parent agree each other and they want to give me whatever the condition and term. After I was born, God always provides help to occupied my family needs. He never let my family couldn't eat even for a day.
I grow as a child that "know" God and His blessing. I can tell my friends to repent from their sins and i already know that in the end of our life, we will life eternally. The question is where we live? Heaven or Hell? I already told my friends to trust God and to obey Him. It is my sunday school life. I can be catagorized as a smart children that can learn something new in a short time. My mom put me to one playgroup in 2,5 years old. Play groups are not popular like right now. I grow and everything seems run well.
I enter one of famous kindergarten in my town because my aunt recommend my family to studied there. On my age 3,5 years old, my friends sometimes did some harrasment on me. The most fatal is when one of boys in flag ceremony suddenly came to me and hit my stomach. I ever injured and I have to go to internist to heal my stomach that hurt by that boy. In my school, I couldn't do PE that need balance because my brain ever injured too and affect my balance. My mother worried about me and moved me to a new school that labeled as Christian school when I have to learn in elementary school.
In this new school,they threat me as a stranger and I couldn't count anymore how many times I have to cry because all girls there didn't like me. They mad to me and think that i will become their compatitor to get one man that they think attractive. As the time goes by, my headmaster also replaced by a new headmaster that sadistic and have mercy on my friend that close to his grandson. I have to get down to 3rd rank from the first rank because the first rank close with her grandson. She also recruit some teachers that teach in anger. Religion teacher that teach us to love one another, if one student false to answer her question, she will hit the student with the stick. After every session, the stick will broke up and she get a new one. One sadistic that i looked in my childhood is when one of my friends lie and my home room teacher took her steel pencil case and hit it to her head. How come it can happened in the Christian School. Finally my family took decision to move to my old school when i sit in the 4th grade. Now i can breath easily because my teacher loves her students. I graduate with the title as the best 10 of all students. Praise God.Like anybody else i surely older and have to continue my education to junior High School. I did a test in number one school in Bogor and a famous one in other city. The result is i've been accepted in this school and here my life is not easy anymore. This school know the ability and strength of each student and in avarage. This school gave many homeworks,content,assignment and hard examinations. No one in this school can graduate without hardwork and focus on their academic.
First year in this school, I putted in a class that have a gang and the leader is actually a girl. She order one of my friends to tell me that the leader always cheat in the exam. Not too long from that moment, the leader said that " what a shame on you, how come you cheat on that exam." I never do that and i really mad to her. Finally, without thinking too long i said what i know about her, i said that she always cheat in every exam......i will continue my story tomorrow...
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