A question come into my life? AM I A TEACHER OR I JUST BECOME A TEACHER. My life is a simple life. I'm a Christian and the only one child of the family. My own story began when I entered into University life. Almost 17 years I lived with my parents in Bogor. All of their attention just for me. I enjoy my life without thinking about the future. I enjoy to become their child until I have to go to the university. In my high school, best students get many privilege to get many scholarship start from local to international. I'm one of them, but my parents couldn't support me financially to study abroad.
They couldn't give me money every month to pay for boarding house, so, even though I got scholarships without test, I couldn't continue my life in other city. Finally, I got scholarship to become a teacher. That university supported all of my needs including meals, dormitory, and academically. It was a hard journey for me. My friends in dormitory is my sharpers. All of the attention gone, the show light off. It took 4 years to shape me like me now. It was over when I felt so comfortable to be with them. I just graduated this year, to pay back my scholarship, I have to work for this foundation for 5 years.
Back then, I think it will be okay for me to work as a teacher for 5 years. I love to teach and I felt that God called me for this. A problem occurred, I couldn't find my mate here. Some of offer, ask me to go and do something else with my husband, if I marry him. In the other side, my parents getting older and they worried about my single status. My mom sick and what I want to do is to please her. Her hope is simple, I get some one that will love me like she loves me. I'm asking my self now. If I got some one that will make me his wife and take me to other city and I have to do other job. Am I rejected my calling? I love God but my second priority is my family not work. I want to make my mom and dad happy. I want to see them in my big day.
I wish I'm not in this situation but what I want to do, just see and watch carefully. Which way is open for me...
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